I light up and take in a breath
Just romanticizing smoking after a fuck
The dim lights with smoke hanging in the air
Just lying naked next you with nearly a care
Shadows are cast over your fair skin
Basking in the afterglow I wish this moment would never end.
Just a cup of coffee or maybe a trip to hell,
I suppose it’s to early to tell.
Your eyes light up when you see me,
A quick and strong embrace shock me.
A tepid conversation over sweating cups of ice coffee.
dialing slowly, praying you don’t pick–up
the rings resonate slowly in my ear.
hoping i don’t have to tell you what you don’t want to hear.
your voice drifted slowly to my ear.
“hello my dear.”
and then I stuttered the words, no one wanted to hear.
Hailing me down the first thing I am attracted to your big strong hands.
Behind your smile the rough rouged face of a man.
Catching your eye I wisk us away.
Quite, calm, and hot we lay.
With a soft quiet moan I lower my head
and take all that I’ll be fed.
Oh boy, you wish I could
Just because you tried doesn’t mean I would.
Wielding a knife,
Pushing it in deep.
It just wasn’t you I wanted to keep.
Twisting the handle, watching you bleed deep inside.
I walk away, without even having to try.
black, white, tan, and brown, we don’t care
nothing is about the color of your hair
the clothes you wear
how you feel about god
or with whom you sleep
in america all we care about is…
DIVERSITY
but only as long as you’re the same as ME.
I can’t expect that you’d ever know
That you hurt my feelings so
Damaged goods walking by
“Who would take that project up”?
“I mean… He is such a fuck up”
My reputation is tarnished this I know
For all I’ve become is a lowly ho
Damaged goods walking by
I have soiled my suit
I have nothing to wear
A casa nova no more
A Moment of Pleasure
Originally uploaded by tete_a_tete_dlight.
Photoshoped self-portrait.
taking naughty pictures for you
doing all the tings bad boys do
such an innocent boy
but also a naught toy
how I never use my brain
when thinking of you
dare I say the bad things I want to do?
you can’t be bothered to tie me up.
but I feel restrained by your every move.
whips, chains, harnesses, and bars
taking me to where the dark things are.
clamps, cock rings, hot wax, and masks
I wish for more and I will never take it back.
behaving and following orders like a good boy.
playing rough with all these toys.
pain and pleasure how much can I take?
enjoying every second of the twisted love we make.
